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ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* Angel ([personal profile] brokencode) wrote2016-08-22 05:17 am
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fuelthefire: (I SAW THE LIGHT!!!)

December 1st; text

[personal profile] fuelthefire 2017-12-10 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He would have tried contacting her sooner, but this is the first time since he's regained consciousness in the hospital in Goldenrod that he's been strong enough to sit up long enough to compose a message.]

ARe you okay??

I'm sorry.

I SHOuld have listened.
fuelthefire: (SALT THE WOUND)

December 5, text.

[personal profile] fuelthefire 2017-12-10 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
[He spends the days following his initial text in a medicinal haze of sleep and drowsing. He has no idea how much time has passed until his 'Gear alerts him to her reply. He stares in disbelief for a long moment at the time stamps between their messages before finally processing the words she sent back. He has never felt so much guilt for anything in his life before. His memory of what happened after the initial burst of pure agony is non-existent. He's sure she found him, though, in whatever state he was in, after he blacked out.

It kills him to know he put her through that.]


ARe you safe?? ARe you okaY?
fuelthefire: (HURT ME MORE!)

[personal profile] fuelthefire 2017-12-11 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
WHere? ARe you coming back?

[It's been...hell, over a week since...since he woke up in the hospital. He hasn't seen her at all in the time he's managed to stay awake, and the nurses haven't seen her, either. He's asked.]
fuelthefire: (LIFE! IS! PAIN!)

[personal profile] fuelthefire 2017-12-11 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[He stares in dismay for a long, long time at the words she texted back. There's a twisting, biting pain in his chest that has nothing to do with his recent injuries.

He wants to scream, and thrash, and rage, do something, anything, that might ease the sharp stabbing bite of despair, but he's learned enough self-restraint over the past year to crush the urge down as soon as it rises up. He doesn't want to make life harder for the nurses here, or the other patients, and he's cognizant enough to realize it won't do a bit of good, anyway. It'll still hurt when he's finished. There's no point.

He should have done as she'd asked, before. By not listening to her, he's hurt her, something he swore he would never, ever do. He can't take it back - there's no undoing the past, as he's more than aware. There is only living in the present, and looking toward the future.

It's a very long time before he replies, but he finally does, just one word - acknowledging both the words she gave him and the answer she implied.]


OKay.