I'm....I'm glad you're in a place where you can have a real life and be healthy and happy. I am. That's what I want for you.

[Thank god he used audio, so she can't see how tightly he's clenching his jaw or the way his fingers tighten around his chair arms.]

I want to be around! That's...that's the whole freaking reason I called you! I'm doing my damn best to get it across to you that I get that I'm the one who screwed up!